I'm an asexual (having no sex drive whatsoever)
We have something in common :D
I might be, too. But it's hard to tell. I've had a couple of bad experiences in that area before I got to an age of developing those desires. So I might just still be feeling the aftereffects of those.
However, more and more these days I happen to be noticing that attractions past seemed to be based on aesthetic features, intellect and personality rather than sexual desire.
Despite these thoughts and feelings in my head I can't help but feel angry that I'm supposed to be ashamed of them.
Anyway, my problem with creativity is the fact I have too much. I've always had that issue. It's nothing new. And getting those ideas down is always difficult. I'm a perfectionist. If it's not exactly like I see it in my head, it's never good enough.
I've noticed that most of my best and most productive artworks have been those in which I'm totally absorbed into. I eat, sleep and breathe it. It fuses with my skin and leeches my blood from me until I get it to near-perfection. Total dedication.
If I was to form an intimate relationship with someone it has to be somebody creatively supportive or near enough the same as me in that area in order for it to work out.