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| Smiley7 | This page is extremely late and overdue T_T I feel like such a bastard posting it so late but for once I have a good reason that doesn't involve being lazy or being caught up with school, in fact it's lateness comes with an interesting story that I want to vent about:
Its late because of a girl. yeah... let me explain.I know that this story is just one that I wrote exclusively for sky's contest but like all of my other stories its still personal to me on a very real level. My stories are usually about things that happen in my personal life but people usually don't understand how because my stories are always so out there and completely beyond anything that could happen in real life. I when I wrote this story I decided it would be a love story because of a girl that I constantly had in mind. I've grown to love her and I've been in the process of asking her out. That "process" started like week after I put up the last page until now. During that I've fallen into various depressions and I couldn't bare to color this because well, quite frankly I was trying to get her to go out with me but I constantly felt like I was fighting a losing battle. If you haven't guessed this already, this story kind of represents how it was like to ask her out. This wasn't the first time I asked her out and I guess I was channeling how I felt asking her out. I felt like I was in Gwen's situation. Have you guys ever met someone you thought was so alien compared to the rest of the world, that it just made you want to be around that person? That's how I feel about that girl, she's the most complicated person I've ever met. but I love her for it. In the end I didn't get the girl but I'm ok with that now. We're still good friends and I'm kind of proud of myself because, I'm hopelessly shy in real life but I can proudly say that I stepped up and tried my hardest and shyness never got in my way not once. I'm very satisfied with the whole experience overall, I learned a lot about myself overall and I think that now I'm not as shy as I used to be, which is pretty great. So yeah that satisfied feeling inspired me to get back to coloring this thing that sky so awesomely drew ^_^
Lmao, yes this is the kind of connection I have with the stories I write, I'm insane aren't I?
so yeah here's the page, I hope you guys like it and I hope you can forgive the lateness. for those of you that are actually reading this, good, there's a treat lol. I kinda sorta might have changed sky's lineart just a itty bitty bit (only like literally 20 pixels I swear!). But yeah I did it to add something to the story. the tombstones on the middle panel didn't have names originally, but I added one.
Next and last page will be up on Monday. -Posted on Mar 22, 2009 |
| | User: harryq | | 5 | -Posted on Mar 30, 2009 | | User: Emily Elizabeth | | 5 | That's not insane at all! I'm similar, and lots of people are. Its a common thing, for emotions to come out creatively in very strange ways. Good on you for asking her out though!
This story scares me because I hate natural disaster-type things, but its so awesome I can't stop reading it! XD -Posted on Mar 22, 2009 |
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