Very well drawn, it's just a shame that the main character didn't see that someone would have cared... but I used to feel that way, then i went out there and made the world cared. I love your art, your style and your story telling.
nice art, nice story kinda depresing but not unrealistic.
focusing on the small things is good advice also find som big reason to stay alive personaly either beacuse you of som one specific person you know of or knew or some thing. or just the generall my life's crap but maybe i can do somthing for somone else. if working in some kind of humanetarian thing is great cause it gets you the hell out of your normall eksistense and gives you hard evidence that you matter. granted it's hard to break out it's scary take the inisiativ, but it's worth it promise.
webreever it's not a qestion of it being unending it's a question of if the end is in site and if you're going to be overwelmed by the pain before somone drags you're ass out of there. i can say it's always worth living but words are wind when you're at the bottom of a pit in the middel og the night. anyway great story
I agree with Webreever.
I also think about this kind of thing a lot, but never really considered any of it. Maybe because I have a great family.
It's so true that life can bacome way to repetitive and boring.
Waking up every day at the same hour, running for the train station, only to realize the train is late, as usual, getting to work. Make a break and eat the same thing everyday at the same place, see the same faces. Then get back to work. Then go home, make your chores, watch TV or whatever, so that you can go to sleep and in the morning, the cycle repeats itself.
But hey! If you're not ok with it, try to change little things. It works.
Anyways, and getting to the real point, loved your story. You are really amazing with this.
No one notices unless you make them notice. I hate this type of crap. You can do better. It makes a point, only to be more aggressive, be more confident in your abilities to do things either for someone else or for yourself.
I'm not meaning to rag on you, your art is very well done, but I used to think about this shit all the fucking time, I used to try to kill myself, and think no one would notice if I went away. But that's a damn lie. If someone dies, someone notices. Anyone. Even if you die alone in the middle of the Sahara, somone out there WILL notice.
You cannot be pessimistic all the fucking time. Yeah, sometimes you have to just work, and eat, and maybe sleep and repeat for awhile but goddamn, it helps you develop who you are, who you want to be, it will give you time to think about the important things that you want in your life. To think that it will go on forever unchanging is...wrong. Everything is subject to change, nothing lasts forever. So make it a good change.
