Paranoid and irrational, Enya picked those words very carefully.
This past week was my second first week of college classes. I really
messed up my first time through college (if I could erase most of my
freshman year and part of my sophomore year I would without hesitation,
though I really enjoyed the major I ended up in) and am trying really
hard not to fall into old habits. If I ever seem to fall of the face of
the earth or updates start popping up late it’s because I’m
trying desperately to not screw myself over academically for the second
time. I may end up going back to the auto-update feature if late pages turn into a regular thing.